I travels to Spain, Costa Rica, Jamacia, and other locations. My traveling helped me to rediscover who I was. When I am alone without my children I feel lonely. I have learned to be patient and understanding. As I invision my pass as a child being sexually abused, every summer in Hopins South Carolina at Goodson Rd will always follow me in life. I will never be able to understand why, and what I did wrong to anyone. I was going through somuch but one thing I know; I have my lord and Jesus Christ who watches over me daily. I like to watch my children play, smile, cry, love, share, be loved, and to recieve love from people that will love them.  This was the gift that God has bless me with and my children have recieved this from me.

Today I do not travel without my children because I want to enjoy every moment of their life. But truthly I am scared to leave them because I don’t trust anyone to watch them. I fear that someone will hurt them like I was hurt.  Yes I believe in God but you see it is the detachment fear that I have and I don’t think it will every go away.