well honestly there was no first date i barely knew him when we got married. we married a week after we met and hes in the military. 

I honestly cant say i was or am really in love with him. i just dont feel it. i think in a way im still with him because of my daughter and the benefits and the money. i honestly dont feel i am in love with him. i am in love but just not with my husband. I am in love with a female.

It is hard to say the next nite after we met he asked me to marry him and for whatever reason i said yes i guess becuase i didnt believe he was for real because guys have said that to me before. but week later we was married