Going to school was awful, because my mother raised us basically, from the bible point of view. We was not able to do anything. Going to the movies, (out of the questionslol)I can remember my friends would asked me was i going to the game football games on Friday. I would be like no, we are going out of town, knowing my mother was going to have us on the altar at church every Friday.

I can remeber the embrassing thing that every happen to me in school, was in P.E/ We were not allowed to were shorts so theirfore i had to turn against the wall, and hold my skirt, and this praticular time their where two guys in the other room, looking up under it, and that was so embrassing and I end up failing p.e because i was not going to pracatipate in the class anymore.

Going to School, was awful to me because, it was like i was bounded, i couldn’t wear what i wanted, i could hang with friends, and that kept me closed in the inside, because i felt like i didn’t have my own mind or opinion. Later on in life it made me rebell. I can remeber liking this guy, he was in the 12th i was in the 11th and i was basically scared to tell my mother. I mean , I just couldn’t understand, I was like I’m getting good grades, I did wait until I got in the 11th grade and it was awful,

I didn’t go to my prom because i was scared to ask. Alot of things i didn’t do in school i regret now, I can remember saying when I graduate i"m going to buy myself my first pair of pants. I can remember like it was yesterday, I went to Allied story and brought me a cream sweat suit.lol and I went to my first game on May 10, 1996. I graduate, highschool  and i enrolled at Bretwon Parker College,

I loved school and i also loved my boyfriend at that, It always seem like I had to prove to people that I loved this man and i wanted to spend my life with this many, it seemed like every other day i was getting fused, or argued at about this guy. . So i decided that I was grown and i wasn’t going to listen anymore.

 Years later I became pregant and had to drop out of school. I had a baby girl, and it was like i really have someone in my life that would never go away. I had someone to love me. I decide i wanted better for myself and my child. I  didn't want to stuggle like my mother did with us. So i put in for a Correction Officer position , I got hired for the job, and it was awesome. I had a good job, 

I took care of my daughter, , and i throught that i could have a life with her father but he didn't want to be a man and take of his responsebilities. I can remember I was so tried and drain, and this praticularly night, I told god that, I can't do this anymore,

I tolld god that the only way I can let this man go is that you have to take him out of my life, because i wasn't strong enough to do it . Well God did just that, I found out a week later that he went and got married to another girl. That tore me up insided, because he was my high school sweetheart, and my babies father, and I had to face the people that said he was no good  it seem like i was sitting in the pits of hell and i couldn't get out. All I could do was cry and pray and a sweet silent voice reminded me of what i prayed, and i got all right, i can remember the voice saying don't let your pass mess up your future. that day I decided that I would live for me and my daughter.