i have lost 2 people in my life i cared about so much. one is my great grandmother she was old and very sick but i was so close to her and miss her so much. the other person is my friend James he died from a hit and run all he was doing was riding his skateboard and somebody hit him with there car and kept going he died later that nite. what is so bad about it is the nite before he died me and him had just talked and he wanted to come over and i told him no. for that i feel bad and prolly always will . but i know nothing i could of done to stop that from happening to him. i do know both of them are in a better place and our watching over me and my family and my daughter. 

this has changed my life in a way to know and realize that you never know what is gonna happen and what life will throw at you. its all a matter of how you deal with it and never let it take control over you ever. its normal to be angry and sad over a loss but never let those feelings control you.